lets talk about this: 

i dont have any options left. really i dont. i feel like even though im young, open minded and free i have limited options. 

“its a gift and a curse”

i’ve never felt so cut off. dont get me wrong, im not going to attempt anything drastic. but i feel like no matter what direction i branch out toward, something comes down with a loud THUD and whoopsies, im left with a little stump. 

more than one way my friends, more than one way. 

am i not attempting to go in the right directions? am i not listening enough to you God? 

whats up? because i would like to know what the heck is going on. im just a bit confused here. what the HECK is going on? 

where am i going? what am i to do? who am i to be? 

isaiah 30:21 whether you turn to the right or to the left, your ears will hear a voice behind you, saying, “this is the way; walk in it.”

lets dance Lord

thank you

really, thank you so much. 

thanks for not telling me until i was too deep. until i didnt know what i’d gotten into. until i thought i was comfortable. and i thought there’d be a way out. 

but nah. 

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hoooly…

I AM SICK OF IT. 

seriously webwork, WHY? why would you set up homework like that? how incredibly ANNOYING. don’t you see the fault in this set up?

ugh. come on. who sets up a multipart problem and requires that ALL parts of the problem be correct for full credit to be received? 

im disgusted. and i cant ever get the right answer…FRUSTRATION CONSUMES ME

week three of the quarter, sitting in math class and something struck me: i really love my parents.

so far throughout my college experience i’ve struggled with this annoying feeling that the older i get, the more im going to change. in a few years im going to be working and then somewhere in there (hopefully) get married and on and on it goes. but i realized that no matter how old i get, no matter how much i change, my parents are always going to be my parents until they leave this world. if i mess up really bad, if i have a question about life or if i just need a break, i dont doubt they’d let me come running back home. 

i can really say that my parents raised me right; not trying to be pretentious or anything but i look around at other people my age and you can really see that the way their parents raised them reflects back on who they are today. and i feel like my parents did a dang good job, because all of us kids turned out okay. and i love them for that, so thanks mom and ba.

back to that nagging feeling: even coming home from college its so strange to see how just like me, parents are getting older too. but there is something so cool about still being given advice about life or just sitting down to talk with older people cause you know what, they’ve been here too. they know exactly what we’re going through and they know how that awkward transition to maturity feels like. they were once young and they’ve been down this same path. and im okay with the occasional pep talk and word advice now and then. 

is this me getting more mature? am i like an adult or something (ew)? eh, i dont think so. because no matter how old i get, im never going to get tired of having my parents give me advice or reprimand me. it almost makes me smile, cause to them i’ll always be a kid. and thats okay by me, because im not down to lose my youth. ever. 

i feel like even when i finish college, even when i have a girlfriend and EVEN when i have kids of my own, my friends and family, the people that i truly love, will stay the same forever. how can you change the core of who you actually are over are over time? does that mean right now you’re not who you’re supposed to be? thats a whole other post in itself, but i’ll be glad to still be chilling with my friends and their parents when years and years have past and we’re all still as cool as cucumbers. 

so heres a thank you mom and dad: thanks to 19 years of my life and supporting me through all of it. even though im out here, im still thankful i’ve got a team rooting for me at home! im still eating right and working hard, but i’ll be glad to come home this summer.

see ya!

i wanna ride a bike because today weather is just asking for it . i wanna meet up with friends and have an amazing afternoon. i wanna go into the woods and make an awesome fire and cook food over it. i wanna go back to the beach and jump in the waves and dunk my head under the water. i wanna barbecue a huge slab of meat and just eat it until the sun sets. i wanna go bowling. or ice skating. or maybe do something that doesnt cost any money at all. write a love song maybe. 

i think summer is beckoning early. crap, and its raining tomorrow. 

i think i drank too much coffee. 

and i really dont want to do my hw. 

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